THANK YOU!

It's a gloomy, cold, and foggy day.  I believe it's going to be raining all weekend as well.  Anyway, it's especially days like these that I always find myself pondering upon certain things about my life and what not.  But instead of talking about those things, I would like to do something a little different.
As you are all aware, Thanksgiving is just around the corner.  So I thought to myself, why not make a blog of giving thanks.  Besides, despite of all the tough times, there's always something good to be thankful for.  :)

First of all, as some of you may be aware, the year 2010 hasn't been very dandy for me.  You know how they say that "life is like a roller coaster"?  Well, this year for me was the craziest roller coaster I have ever been on.  Lots of ups and downs and loop-dee-loops.  haha.  I went through a lot of emotional and mental struggles.  However, I am glad to say that the roller coaster has settled down a bit, and I write this blog today to give thanks to those who were by my side on this crazy roller coaster ride with me.  :)

Well, who are these people?

First and foremost, GOD.
Thank You, Lord, for giving me a life, a loving family, and caring friends.  Without them, I don't know what I would do or who I'd be.  In some ways, I feel that they help shape the person that I am.  I guess, You can say that they help keep me sane.  haha.  Thank You for keeping my family and friends safe from harm and for helping them through their struggles, like I've always ask You to, and I pray that You continue to do so.  Lastly, thank You for being a good listener and for being a best friend.  :)

Secondly, my Digbyholic family.
It has been two years, since I've joined this fan club.  Up to this day, it's still amazing to think about how we've all come together from being complete strangers to really close friends.  I am so thankful to have these people in my life.  We live so far apart from each other, but someway or somehow, they are always there for me and they always know what to say to make me smile and laugh, even during my toughest times.
With that said, THANK YOU to every single one of you.  You all are truly like brothers and sisters to me.  Thank you for always being there for me.  I truly appreciate all the tweets and messages that some of you send me to cheer me up.  Thank you for being good listeners.  Without you all, I don't know how I would have survived this year.  Thank you for all the love, smiles, and laughter.  Cheers to more years and memories spent together!  I love you all!  :)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!  :)

xo, J :)

SECRET

I have this secret.  And I have been thinking about it for the past few months now.  It's so secret that I can't even tell my closest friends, whom I've been trusting these past few months about other things, but maybe I should...I don't know.  hehe.  ;)  Anyway, the reason why I'm having a hard time saying it is because I feel embarrassed about it and I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings or blame it on anybody.  So I thought about it to myself one day, and said, "You know, what?  The only person who can overcome this problem is YOU."  So.....

November 3, 2010, "the girl who never talks" takes a small step out of her comfort zone.  Write that down.  haha.  Let's just hope she has the power to keep moving forward.  :)

  

Unexplainable Laughter

Yesterday, I let out the longest and loudest laughter I've had in forever. In fact, I can't even remember the last time I really laughed like that. You know, like the laughter you have with your best friends. Although, thinking about it now, I was laughing at something that wasn't even that funny. I mean, I was literally roflmao. lol

But anyway, that's not what I'm trying to explain here.

What I'm trying to say is...

I really miss that feeling.

(Can you tell that I thought about this all day?)